De sa fenêtre d'une cité anglaise anonyme où elle se calfeutre, une jeune réfugiée syrienne observe ses voisins : l'homme dans le noir, le père, le vieux couple, le buveur de jus... Traumatisée sur le chemin de l'exil, elle a perdu l'usage de sa voix. Ancienne étudiante d'anglais, elle lit beaucoup et rédige des articles publiés dans un journal local, signés sous le pseudonyme "voiceless/sans voix", dans lesquels elle traite de la condition des musulmans vivant en Angleterre. Son éditrice, avec laquelle elle communique uniquement par mail, essaye de la faire témoigner de son expérience de réfugiée mais elle élude parce qu'elle est dans l'impossibilité de le faire. Au fil des pages et de ses interactions avec la communauté locale, on va toutefois finir par en apprendre un peu plus, par bribes et fragments. Et puis son handicap et sa conscience sont mis à l'épreuve lorsqu'elle est témoin d'une scène de violence et d'une autre éclairant un crime raciste ; elle va aussi se rendre compte qu'elle n'est pas la seule à observer les autres ...
La plume est efficace, réaliste et pleine de sensibilité. Le roman donne voix à cette réfugiée mutique ne demandant qu'à reprendre discrètement le cours de sa vie pour se fondre dans son nouvel environnement alors que le passé n'est que chaos et fragments difficiles à réconcilier ; elle a trouvé asile mais la paix de l'âme et du cœur sont plus exigeants, hantés par le passé et soumis à l'imperfection des hommes et du monde qui les entoure.
Les regards et les points de vue se croisent en touchant la question des réfugiés, de l'immigration, de l'intégration, de la tolérance, de l'acceptation des différences culturelles et/ou religieuses mais aussi et plus largement du vivre-ensemble et de la condition humaine.
Et puis derrière tout ça, il y a aussi toutes ces vies brisées par des traumatismes (pas seulement de guerre mais parfois aussi les violences familiales qui peuvent se produire chez le voisin) sur lesquels il est impossible de mettre des mots et qui transforment ceux qui les subissent et se cachent dans le silence, l'évitement, la honte et/ou la peur.
Aller au-delà des apparences et des différences, une belle leçon d'humanité et de tolérance par une jeune auteur à suivre, élevée au Koweït et éduquée au Royaume Unis où elle a posé ses valises.
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The thing is, when you can't speak, people assume you can't hear either.
I don't know how to explain to her that I am cornered by memories, caged in by recollections.
I feel persecuted by the things I remember and by what my mind chooses to hide from me. (...)
The human need for stories is itself an obstacle to memory. (...)
There is a kind of deceit to memories, where you're never entirely sure something happened the way you remember. (...) can you absolutely be sure it's your memory and not one you've claimed from stories you heard?
It seems to me that complicit in the very idea of memory is the act of forgetting.
It's not difficult to know what people want. At the root of it we all want the same thing: freedom, happiness, safety. I want to write what I want to write without the fear of a knock at the door and an interrogation room. I want to love who I want to love without the fear of death or corrective rape. I want to wear what I want to wear without the worry that men will see my skirt or the buttons on my shirt as an invitation. That's it. The freedom to live how we want to live.
Religious conflict is sexy. It's easy to sell (...) It's easy for news producers and politicians to frame it in terms of a cosmic war being waged in a land far, far away. But it isn't real. This isn't a religious conflict - or if it is now, it certainly didn't start out that way initially, in those private salons all across Damascus, with that statement of 99, that intellectual fount of all Springs, it was about freedom. It was about the right to live with dignity, the right to think without fear, the right to exist outside a state of emergency. It was about rising unemployment rates among a restless youth and free-market policies that benefited the few rather than the many. It was about the rains that never came, the migration and the cities straining under the weight of all the people they held but could do nothing with.
When I first came here, that was the hardest thing to get used to, this reality where everyone is in your personal space all the time. (...)
It isn't like that where I'm from. There, you have your boundary and I have mine and if the lines are crossed, it means that a fucking disaster has occurred. (...)
In that other place, my other life, there are limits everywhere. (...)
And when I first arrived, I couldn't assimilate-there's that word for you, Jose-I couldn't reconcile myself to the notion that I was free to go anywhere. So I set invisible borders that I abided by for a good, long while.
There's this idea that if only you bombard bigots with enough facts and data and statistics, you can cure them. This notion that their hatred comes from a place of ignorance is one people have a hard time shaking. It's not a lack of education (...) it's fear, fear of the unknown, the Other, fear that things are changing in ways he can't predict or control. Fear doesn't waver in the face of facts.
At a time when access to data is quite literally limitless, ignorance cannot be anything other than a choice, and I wonder how many of the people those BBC and Guardian and Independent pieces are targeting actually watch/read/follow them? (...)
They call it an echo chamber but it seems to me it's more of a cage, limiting your views and experiences to the extent that nothing unexpected or unsolicited ever crosses your path. And what other outcome can a device like that have but reduced tolerance? (...)
They said globalisation would make the world better, but instead the world has become some hysterical shorthand for anything that threatens the status quo. They said the Internet would bring us close together, that it would turn the world into a little village, but it hasn't. Instead we have splintered, split off into islands drifting further and further away. After all, the Internet that elected the first black US president and set the Arab Spring ablaze is also the Internet which ripped the UK from Europe and elected Dr Strangelove over in America.
Democracy is not, nor should it be, the ultimate goal of all modern nations. Democracy rarely works as it should and most often does not work at all. For a democracy to function, you need an informed electorate. In order to get one, you need a free and fair and responsible press. Not even America, the freest nation on earth, has that. How is Egypt supposed to? How is Iraq? How are any of the others?
It has always struck me as odd, to take such fervent pride in something you had no part in claiming. You don't choose where you're born. You don't choose the nation or the religion or the caste or sect or class. You choose none of it, and yet you're expected to fight for and be proud of this label to the exclusion of all others. It becomes entangled in your identity. I am Iranian. I am American. I am French. I am a Muslim, or Jewish, or Hindu.
I am all these things that I did not choose to be.(...)
A nationalist may crow freedom and prosperity, or values and piety, or modernity and skyscrapers, but at the end of the day, the bedrock of why his country is better than yours is simply that he was born into it. There is, on a fundamental level, no other reasons. (...)
They call themselves patriots, but they're not. A patriot is one who loves, a nationalist is one who hates.
You came to this country for the same reason I did, I think. For safety, security. This was our big error, you see? (...) There is no safety. It's useless to search for it here or there or anywhere. (...) Your safety will come later. Much later, Allah willing. It will come for you in the afterlife.
Our blood runs everywhere, down the streets of Aleppo, of Damascus, of Homs, of Calais, of Chios, of Bicske. All these people. All these lives. Not numbers and figures and pie charts. People.
Titre original : Silence is a Sense
Pas (encore) de traduction française
Auteur : Layla Alammar
Première édition : 2021
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